my heart...

i really cannot understand her....   y she is doing like that ...   in her life long time  ..  she wont likes me ... then y the hell i fell in love with her and she did it too???   what the hell is happening in my life...    i really cannot live with out her words in my life ... please kindly understand me my heart....    this is my request for ever in my life .. my mom always thinking very very bad about me ....    she got hospitalized on my birth-date...   coz...  i am a person who born for the sorrow of every one in their life....   even my friends are also getting  troubles bcz of  me
oh!!! god...   please kindly take me away....

remembering u always my heart..  i am writing the following poems...  please understand me

నా మనసు నిన్ను వలచే
నా మది నిన్ను తలచే
నా పెదవి నిన్ను పిలిచే
నా హృదయం నీకై వేచే
నా నయనం నిన్ను వెతికే
నా పాదం నీకై కదిలే
నా ప్రాణమై నిలిచావు నీవే ....

నీకై వేచాను నేనే ....

please kindly understand me even now my heart ....   i cannot bare this painful feelings in  my heart...  this is my humble request...  please please please ...