its mine only in tamil ...................

உந்தன் கண்ணில் அழகை அறிந்தேன் ...

உந்தன் சிரிப்பில் வெளிச்சம் அறிந்தேன் ...

உந்தன் பேச்சில் இசை அறிந்தேன் ...................

உந்தன் மனதில் அன்பை அறிந்தேன்......................

உந்தன் தொல்வில் வுலகம் அறிந்தேன் ..................

என்னை விட்டிபோற என் நெஞ்சமே .....

என்னை மறக்காதே...........

                                         உந்தன் ........அன்புடன் ..........

                                                                                                            ஸ்ரீ ஹர்ஷா .........   

its mine only in tamil ...................

உந்தன் கண்ணில் அழகை அறிந்தேன் ...

உந்தன் சிரிப்பில் வெளிச்சம் அறிந்தேன் ...

உந்தன் பேச்சில் இசை அறிந்தேன் ...................

உந்தன் மனதில் அன்பை அறிந்தேன்......................

உந்தன் தொல்வில் வுலகம் அறிந்தேன் ..................

என்னை விட்டி என் நெஞ்சமே .....

என்னை மறக்காதே...........

                                         உந்தன் ........அன்புடன் ..........

                                                                                                            ஸ்ரீ ஹர்ஷா .........   

who am i and what am i ???

she said  "if u r in this place i feel very very fearful "...   coz...  she said " u r a psycho.... when ever u die i will get happiness in my life....   please kindly die quickly...." this is the request given by my beloved heart....   what should i do....   should i die r should i forget her.....????  

the only truth i can tell about myself is...   i can never forget her and i can never leave my parents....

oh god!!! please kindly take me away r give me some thing to resist myself ....   please this is my humble request from me...

my heart...

i really cannot understand her....   y she is doing like that ...   in her life long time  ..  she wont likes me ... then y the hell i fell in love with her and she did it too???   what the hell is happening in my life...    i really cannot live with out her words in my life ... please kindly understand me my heart....    this is my request for ever in my life .. my mom always thinking very very bad about me ....    she got hospitalized on my birth-date...   coz...  i am a person who born for the sorrow of every one in their life....   even my friends are also getting  troubles bcz of  me
oh!!! god...   please kindly take me away....

remembering u always my heart..  i am writing the following poems...  please understand me

నా మనసు నిన్ను వలచే
నా మది నిన్ను తలచే
నా పెదవి నిన్ను పిలిచే
నా హృదయం నీకై వేచే
నా నయనం నిన్ను వెతికే
నా పాదం నీకై కదిలే
నా ప్రాణమై నిలిచావు నీవే ....

నీకై వేచాను నేనే ....

please kindly understand me even now my heart ....   i cannot bare this painful feelings in  my heart...  this is my humble request...  please please please ...    

its me

i cant understand ... am i a psycho ???  r ???   any thing like no mind....    she is not even considering my request...  she is always treating me as an enemy and a n evil ...    i really cannot understand her..  she is not even telling me any true....  whats her desire????  my death r her marriage with any other person she likes??? does she like any other person ??? r her parents insisting her to marry any other person they choose??? she is not willing to talk about these things with me .....  she always use to tell only one thing that ... " disconnect ur phone call and do not make me a call and let me be free " what the hell i did for her???   loving  her is my mistake i think so !!! she is not even considering my words ....  her friends also started thinking that i am torturing her very much ...

i think i have no luck that the people whom i like .... they wont be with me...  there is no other condition in my life...  coz.....   no person in this world likes me .....     coz ...  i am a waste fellow i have to die very soon....  please please please my heart kindly do not hurt me more than this....  i cannot bare this ....

begging u my heart
urs
rowdy